i think theres a gun to my head. why should i be alive but you are dead? i cut my wrists..red. a finger on the trigger. bang. still alive? go figure. just when i thought my guilt couldnt get bigger. its that day again. the day you left. why did you leave? i cant perceive.…
how can i cross this chasm? it’s wider than the universe. maybe i should just walk away. but i cant. these blood stained hands wont let me forget all the heinous things i commit so i run and throw myself over the edge again. so i fall. thats deep. spiraling out of control. all this…
woke up dreading again. another day inside my head. cant function. cant sleep. nightmares from days gone clawing inside of me. pain. i feel like im about to burst. i cant stand another day in this universe. my knees are heavy. im going to break. my heart pounding is so deafening. the imposters in my…